Well by now anyone who reads this blog knows when I'm not writing it normally means somethings come up. This time it was a bout of depression. I didn't even recognise it at first, which was annoying, I only knew I was sleeping a lot, not feeling very energetic, eating all starchy, carby, fatty food and feeling extremely tearful. In fact on several occasions I was crying with Al asking what was going on and me not being able to tell him what was wrong.
It got a bit better this week. I forced myself out to a bootcamp in Cambridge on Monday (check it out: Supreme Fitness ) and I felt a lot better afterwards. I was annoyed with myself at how little I could do but at least I did something. There was meant to be a repeat performance last night, but the instructor had a death in the family so watch this space.
I've also been wondering why I've been having such bad headaches all week as well - it's at least partly because of the concrete cutting going on outside the office. It's this horrible, continuous, irritating, nerve-grating noise and it just won't stop. I've been told it should be complete by Monday. I really hope so, or I'm taking a few days off. I can't keep going like this.
I've had two nose bleeds today and me ears feel like they're about to pop with all the pressure on them.
So I'm down again today.
On the other hand, I'm off to visit a friend of mine at the weekend so that will be fun and I managed a very quick conversation with another friend on the phone. So all is not lost. Plus I got my first delivery today from Well Hung Meat Company and the meat looks good. Reasonable prices as well and the quality looks a lot better than I'd get in the supermarket for the same price.
So, home tonight and probably straight to bed. Feeling awful with all the noise.
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