It’s another day in work. There’s sunshine outside, I can
see it!! But I’m in the office and something is stopping me from leaving it. I
don’t know why. OK it is freezing out there (not an exaggeration for a
change!!) but I can wrap up warm. I can evacuate. What on earth is wrong with
me?
I can see the depression sneaking in along with the cold
that is trying a sneak attack at the minute as well. I haven’t felt well for a
few weeks now. Something’s going on. Sore ears, filling nose, nose bleeds,
headaches, stomach not working right. What’s going on?
It could be stress I suppose and I need to have a look at
that, but I really shouldn’t be stressed. There’s nothing to really stress me
about! I have work going on, I am getting through it, I am getting to where it
needs to be slowly, slowly.
I’m losing weight – again slowly, slowly. Not sure what’s
going on with that, but it’s working so I’m not being too upset with it. I’m
not worrying about food either – things are moving along basically.
Maybe I just need to snap out of it. If I go home at
lunchtime, pick up my mp3 player and just go for a walk to get it all out of my
system, that might help. Just something to get the blood moving and the heart
pumping and move for a bit. Get moving,
get pumping, something to lift the spirits!
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