I had a moment this morning in the car. I was turning right
from the estate onto the main road, as I do most mornings, and as I was about
to go, I saw a car coming in from the left. It was going fast, but I went
anyway. When I was on the road, it had disappeared. I remember bracing myself
for impact, remember imagining the pain, being tossed through the windscreen
despite the fact I was wearing my seatbelt, the fumes, the flames.
Is it possible my waking and dreaming minds are becoming
mixed and intertwined? I was sure I was driving out in front of this car with
nothing to stop me. It wasn’t even a decision, just something that was going to
happen. Something I had no control over. Is it a premonition or my mind playing
tricks on me?
It was weird. Almost as if I was in a dream, but yet I’m in
work and posting this so I must be awake, mustn’t I? I suppose if I see this
post tomorrow I’ll know I was awake………..
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