It's been a rough few days. I'm not sleeping. Well I am - I'm sleeping until about 3am and then waking up and not being able to sleep. It's getting ridiculous. Because I'm getting to sleep, I'm not considering the sleeping tablets, but I'm not sleeping the night through. I've had two half days off work this week because of it. I'm exhausted. I think I'm actually too tired to sleep now.
In other news - well it's payday on Friday and I'm so broke it's not funny. I've got less than no money. I need to extend the frugality thing for at least another few months. So minimum spend for now. Although it's going to be difficult, with everything that's coming up, but frankly, I need the discipline or we're never going to pay for the wedding!
Added into all this, my boss gave me this spiel today about how me taking the odd day off doesn't bother him, but it looks really bad and how there's going to be redundancies soon. I did try to tell him it wouldn't be the end of the world if i lost the job, but he's not sure he could function without me so it's stressing him out.
All in all, I have tomorrow to get through then I have 3 days off. I can do that. Plus in that three days, I have the chance to get back on top of sleeping and things. And I can sort out the spare room a bit. All these things are good. But I have to go try and sleep now before I fall asleep on the couch!!!
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