My weekend....well it was dodgy. I drove up after my phone interview on Fri. Interview went well, I think, the HR woman liked me enough to say she'd send on the online testing thing (numerical, verbal reasoning, psychological tests, that sort of malarkey) so that was good. What wasn't good was getting to Al's and managing to stay up for one hour, then falling asleep to the most horrific nightmare – I dreamt Al was dead and I was left with a little baby (a girl with ginger hair) and no milk. I woke up bawling and poor Al didn't know what was wrong with me.......so we decided on a night in front of the telly after that and I was in bed again by 11. Saturday I slept til about midday, then Al bought me lunch in Wetherspoons and I bought a bottle of wine in Sainsburys for the night. Another early bed, but I don't remember getting to bed (after one glass of wine cos I spilt my second one!!) Sunday pretty much stayed in bed until it was time to come back to Salisbury, then got in the bath, stayed there, fended off Ma and Da til tonight, collapsed into sleep and spent a lot of the night stopping and starting with sleep. Trying to stay off caffeine today in an attempt to sleep tonight. Realised at the weekend my doc only gave me a prescription of a half dose of fluoxetine and not the full dose and I don't know if it was a mistake or not, so I'm stressing about that and I've only got 4 sleeping tablets left and I'm still not sleeping without them.
Add to that the fact that the guy in the office with me is being so aggravating it's not funny and I am ready to kill him already – it's only 3 hrs into the working week. Even when he's on the phone with someone else, I'm getting this urge to put my hands around his throat and get him moving. Or at least shut him up. And going for a walk to calm down is probably not the best of ideas when I'm feeling dopey and miserable with a splitting headache and general misery. So, I'm trying to stay off caffeine today and drinking lemsip to give me a hot drink and paracetemol, just need to survive til 4:45 then I can collapse.
Mondays suck.
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