I hardly slept last night. I slept from 7pm to 11pm and then was awake all night. I did get a lot done - hung the washing out, cooked up a storm, washed up, that sort of thing, but it was a real struggle today in work. Still, I got through it.
Plus, I finally got the courage to look at my bank account and sort that out. I changed over the money from euros to sterling so I have a few quid for the rest of the month now. Not much, but enough to live on. Next month is going to be tight as well, but afte that things will get easier. That's a load off my mind.
I've stuck to my food plan again today - although I didn't need all the food I had planned, I just wasn't as hungry today as I was yesterday. So, risotto for lunch tomorrow, probably noodles for dinner. Then I need to stock up on porridge for the rest of the month cos I'm running low.
I finished one of my de-cluttering books today. It confirmed what I thought - i'm clinging to old clothes and clutter because I'm afraid to let go. I may have to let go - just let go of it all. Why am I keeping it? It's not worth anything and frankly, it's not worth it for my sanity. So I've decided to have a massive clear out - whether it goes to charity, to the dump, whatever, it's going.
Right, it's coming up to half nine and I promised myself I'd stay awake until now (woohoo done!!) so I'm off to rinse out my mug and get my glass of water for the night and go to bed.
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