There's a wasp in my living room. A giant wasp. Well a bloody big one anyway. It's DECEMBER!!!! Shouldn't I be safe from wasps in December???? So Al will hopefully be here before my laptop battery runs out. Thankfully there's a glass door between the living room and corridor so I can still watch telly, but with that giant thing flying around, I'm not risking going back in there without backup.
The down side to this is I'm realising how much dust there is in here. I will have to clean tomorrow.
Today was my day off from work so naturally I spent most of it sleeping. I don't think I even managed to take my meds today - something I will do now. I woke up (finally) at 4:20pm. I honestly think it's boredom as much as anything else - i don't like not having people around, for all I claim to like my own company. Plus I didn't bothering showering til I knew Al was on his way, even though I absolutely stank. It's scary how much I'm not caring about things like that right now - all signs of depression of course, but I worry bout things like that. Still al's here now so I'll ruminate more later!!!
And I'm back. Al's in a grumpy mood cos he's tired so he's gone to get some wine and some fresh air and probably a fag as well. The wasp has disappeared - of course it has once I have someone to deal with the horrible thing.
OK the depression. My house isn't as bad as it has been and I have at least caught up on laundry and there's only 3days of washing up to do. That's ok and dealable with in a few mins in the morning. I need to sort out the study table again but again that's ok. I'll do some writing tonight trying to either get something out of my system or else something useful for my next assignment. Either way, it will be something. As for the depression? I've got my super-sports bra on so I can do some reboundering later and I've taken my meds. Both very good things. This will also make me clear off the rebounder and warm me up. I'm trying not to turn on the heat in the hopes of sending the wasp back to hibernation. Fingers crossed :)
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