Early mornings

I don't like it when I can't wake up in the morning. It throws out my whole day. I can't get on top of things, I can't get organised for the day, I can't think straight. I dislike not starting the day with a bounce and a smile. This aching slowness isn't for me - but it's all I've got for now.

So I'm trying things that might seem a bit radical. I've got an ion bracelt - it was on a Groupon offer just after payday so I figured £10 won't go astray. It's been less than 12hrs and the effect is probably placebo......but I feel a bit better this morning. It could be that I don't have much to do, only shower and dress and go, lunch is ready from last night. It could be the anti depressants are finally starting to work. It could be coincindence and this is just a blip more than anything else. But it's giving me hope and that's importnat right now.

So - I'm off to shower.And then I'm going to get one of my bright tops to wear to work. And then I'm going to go to work and smile and be energetic and take care of all the crap I've been avoiding all week. I will do this thing. It will happen. Here I go!