My darling fiance said this to me this weekend. It came about cos we were hanging a row about him not talking to me about some things that are happening to him. To me - life isn't perfect. It never is and the bad bits just make the good bits better. He wants to make my weekends with him, our weekends together, as perfect as possible, to make sure our time together is not marred by anything unpleasant or unhappy.
It's a basic problem for us cos to me - well even the bad bits with Al are better than the good bits with anyone else. It's why I want to spend the rest of my life with him. So when he says he wants to make my weekends perfect.....it's a pointless exercise cos life with him is as good as it gets. For me anyway.#
Mind you the row led to me drinking/eating far too many vodja jelly shots last night so I'm going to bed in 5mins flat so I have a hope of making work in the morning.
I love my fiance, I get to spend the rest of my life with him and even if things aren't perfect, well they will be, cos it's him. I don't believe in fairytales, I believe in hard work and the rewards hard work brings..........and it will bring rewards, I know it will :)
So in a way it was the perfect weekend, I got to wake up next to my darling two days in a row and he looked after me when my ankle went crazy............I love him so much, and living away from him is so hard, but it will be worth it in the end. It will.
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